ah..sundays are supposed to be rilak and slack at home days. but i went out today nonetheless.
went to PS to have lunch with alv, crystal, her bro and earnest.
then accompanied them to church at 2.
went off at arnd 2.10 to meet ben at orchard.
bummed arnd till arnd 3.30.
then went back to church to play pool while the others were still inside having their service. wtf alv's church has ps2 also.
then went with alv, crys and gang to have ice cream at swenson's.
earthquake owns u.
then went to ben's house cos my parents were out and i had no key.
then left and 7 and sat at my house void deck till 7.45.
ate prawn noodles.
happening.

teehee. i love saturdays. (:
went to the office this morning with a Big Breakfast Meal.
wheeeeeeee.
anw ben, im glad u didnt come today.
cos chak moe is sitting behind me right now.
haw.

reading thru my chat logs as usual again, and here's something i dug up.

9/7/2004 11:07:51 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick WHY U KEEP ASDFing me!
9/7/2004 11:08:15 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty WHY KENNOT
9/7/2004 11:08:34 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick WHY KEN!? hur?
9/7/2004 11:08:39 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick asdf
9/7/2004 11:08:55 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty COS BARBIE"S NOT HERE
9/7/2004 11:09:38 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick what the hELL!
9/7/2004 11:09:50 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick u ken?
9/7/2004 11:10:13 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty ?
9/7/2004 11:10:16 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty ken's not around
9/7/2004 11:10:31 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick hi barbie
9/7/2004 11:10:48 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty I"M A BARBIE GIRL IN A BARBIE WORLDDDDDD
9/7/2004 11:10:57 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick LOL
9/7/2004 11:11:20 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick hey sexay barbaye
9/7/2004 11:11:31 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty WANNA GO FOR A RIDE?
9/7/2004 11:11:48 PM my cup's empty (w) a good nick HAHAHA okaye?
9/7/2004 11:12:05 PM (w) a good nick my cup's empty OK HOP IN

AHAHAHAHAA.

sian gonna go to church for easter service later.
im gonna sing hymns and praise the Lord.
And people will swarm to me and start asking me for my contact.
Naohiah.

lol sian.
good friday is just about like any other day if i zhao work.
slept all the way.
boring.

Lifehouse- Everything pwns u.

OMGHI2U.

the boss just went out. so here i am.
well basically i've been reading all my old chat logs since 10am this morning.
Happening loh.
I was literally falling asleep in front of my laptop.

Anyway, some girl, or rather, woman, came into the office for an interview today.
She spoke in this really dull manner, more like a mix between robotic, monotonous and retarded.
I could sense that she was taking great pains to pronounce each and every single word.
It was really a earsore.
Anyway, she was from ITE. go figure.
yeah dont tell me im mean please.
its an understatement.

just waiting for the clock to strike 6 now so that i can knock off and have my dinner.
meeting jh later in town to makan. lol choosing where to dine is such a chore for me. most of the time i'd say "anything", much to the chagrin of everyone. but im really anything wad. lawl. ok so i suggested moonfysh. and she said fysh&co. thus im gonna be a gentleman and eat at fysh&co. haw. never been there before. wheeee. there goes my plan to save up at least 300 bux this month.

feeling quite good now because tmr's a holiday. which means no wretched work. hoho. but still have yet to decide what to do. that shall wait.

on saturday, ben's gonna come along with me to the office. yay. then zhao at 1, go town, shop, then head down to alv's church for easter service. i hope they dont give me anymore shit like they did last time.

and sunday's a rest day. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

For some reason or another, i'm feeling quite fucked up. I dont know why myself.

Big sorry to those people on msn who msged me. I dont really feel like talking now.

Sometimes i just wish that this side of me would go away. But somehow, its here to stay.

So therefore im gonna go to sleep now and hope i'll wake up feeling better tmr.

Its been a long time since i felt nervous.
Slept at 2am this morning.
Woke up at 5am.
Tried going back to sleep.
But instead kept waking up at 10 min intervals.
You know the feeling when,
trepidation totally takes control of your mind.
It gnaws a hole deep into your very soul.
JAE results were supposed to be out at 8am today.
By 7am,
I was already feeling nauseous and breathless due to extreme nervousness.
I don't know why.
But fuck it.
Because the results are as follows.


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yes i know i live in cck and this is an absurd choice as the journey from my house to tp would take 1 and a half hrs.
as much as i know, i made this choice myself, and im happy with it. i do not need anyone to feel bad whatsoever because no one forced me to choose TP at gunpoint. that wasnt psycho-ing, u were just promoting Tp, thats all.
came online, saw the results, felt really jubilant and called you to tell you bout the results. i was actually gonna begin my day with a really good start. but looks like its gone with the wind. why should you feel bad, when i'm not even regretting my choice at all? its...just so contradictory. nvm. i shall just go back to sleep.


Already have a cca in mind when i'm going to Tp.
Canoe Polo.
Rox you.

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

What the fuck? Im sure this sounds so damned feminine.

JAE results out tomorrow. I'm feeling nervous. ):

haha, tired. but gotta blog bout yesterday.
went to the office as usual with my sausage mcmuffin with egg meal and did weights in the office. nothing much to do lah. only bicep curls and diamond backs with the 7kg weights.

left office at 11.45, and walked to the mrt station. nearly took the wrong side, cause i was so used to it. met ju, x and g at some hawker centre in bedok. headed down to some club, which didnt rent out canoes. so we walked all the way to some quite ulu place to rent those cursed things. Ocean Kayaks. every canoeist's nightmare. i'll tell you why later.
anyway, it was 6 bux for 1 hr. and for some reason we rented it for 3, and the auntie gave us 1 extra hr. dunno for what fuck. lol but we, (meaning G and i) needed it in the end lah. lol. so we carried our kayaks down to the sea, and started rowing like noobs. the weather sucked. big time. it was like raining and the waves were kan choppy. oh well. then we started splashing water on G using our paddles, and she just hopped right outta her boat and started hijacking our boats. which is so wtf. anyway she hijacked mine by climbing onto the front part of my boat, and i think she didnt have a grip or what, so she started slipping down. then outta the sudden i felt a sharp pain on my kneecap. so i looked down, and i saw G [insert any kind of biting action here] on my knee. wtf man. lol.
nothing much happened lah. just row here row there, lie down, feel the rain on ur face, talk shat.
then X asked G for water, so G handed him her bottle. he opened the bottle, took a gulp, and spat it out. Why? Cos it was sea water.
so X swore, and then he asked me if i had water or not. so i said yeah and handed him mine. he opened, took a gulp and spat it out again. Why? Cos it was sea water too.
Keep in mind both G and I hadnt discussed about the "filling the bottle with seawater" trix before hand. im amazed. lol. trixxy minds think alike i guess.
oh and here comes the fun part, apparently we were kayaking with the waves, so it brought us really far from the rental place. so we had to head back. i think the distance wasnt really long. but kayaking against the waves was really fucked up. its one big UGH. ju and x were kayaking in front alr and i think they reached quite fast. and i was slacking at the back just doing blind paddling cos my face wasnt looking forward, i was looking up at the sky. so i ended up paddling in the wrong direction. lol g waited for me (i think) and so we were gonna paddle back together. ok so u see, there's this rock on our 9 oclock. we paddled for 5 mins. we looked. the rock was still on our 9 oclock. 10 mins, and it was still there. 15 mins, and YET IT WAS STILL THERE. so i got fucking pissed off and started to paddle back to the shoreline, and from there i just dragged my kayak along the shallow waters. oh i forgot to mention why its every canoeists' nightmare. well first up the design is screwed. cant use power stroke because it doesnt cut thru the water. and the paddles are so n00b they cant even catch water. ok back to dragging it back. fuck lah. talking about it pisses me off. but hey, at the end of it all, there was a minute sense of accomplishment i guess. Canoeists' Law No. 1 "Endurance." hohos. been damn long since i relived that feeling. i think G could tell i was being really serious when i was walking back to that place, because come to think of it, my tone of voice kinda changed if im not wrong. oh wells. was quite irritated lah. but kept it under wraps. thats FIDO for u. Fuck It, Drive On. in case ur wondering how its applied, its what the army men adopt when part of their mission is compromised. Fuck It, Drive On. :)

anyhow, i'm glad i at least had G for company. Thanks.(:

ate at that kayaking rental place. suprisingly, the food was quite good too. the auntie was nice too man. had black pepper chicken chop, then went to shower, then went home.

here's a phrase from Saliva - Open Eyes
"Sometimes we must decide, that everything that was meant to be will be.
And I don't even have to try."

Indeed, Everything that was meant to be, will be.
Night.

hmm guess imma do a short update.

ok so yesterday was my self-proclaimed day off. meaning i just didnt go to work. of course i was nais and msged my boss. but even if he said cannot, u wouldnt think i'd give a damn, would u?
gahah.
bummed arnd the whole morning and afternoon gbing with ben and hamie. then went to another friend's house to play with her ps2. haw. its l337 lah. but i dont think i'd be getting one anymore, considering my voracious appetite for games. i'd be broke.
yeah then headed down to city hall to meet ju and G, then later bryan. had dinner at moonfish. had lobster and chicken combo. damn nice. but i wanna try the moonfish combo next time. oh and i absolutely love the ambience there! its not really crowded, yet not sparse. so yeah, just the right amount of people. haha. as a matter of fact, im quite hungry now. and moonfish combo is like haunting me. growl. finished dinner, went home. played gb.
and yeah i so gotta say this. fuck GIS. everytime i alt tab from gb, they give me shit. my winamp hung. my msn hung. everything that can hang, hangs. except for juarez. naohiah.

as for today, nothing much so far tho. reached office at 9.30am. time now is 5.18pm, and im gonna leave in 12 mins time. haha yeah so officially i 'work' for 8 hrs only. had laksa for lunch today, and BOY was it heavenly! OMGOMGOMG. the simple pleasures of life.
gotta head down to town to help cheryl chew out with her job. it involves stationing myself near the office which is near heeren, and just escorting customers to the office itself. pay's 10/hr. which is so wtf. ahha im working from 6-8pm. so thats 20 bux for me. after im done, gonna go lot 1 and buy a sling bag. hopefully they've got nice ones. yeah and why am i gonna buy a sling bag? cos im going canoeing tmr afternoon.

so yeah. lol. G asked me to jio people along. so here it is.

ANYONE WANNA GO CANOEING TMR AFTERNOON, SMS ME OR CALL K.
(tho i doubt anyone will. lol.)

boooooooooorrrrrrrrrinnnnnnnnnggggggggg.
thus, i shall tell u all about the WONDERFUL and MARVELLOUS food
right here in Blk 3014B Canteen!

ok first up, there's the kuay chap store. the uncle and auntie are really
nice people. i would say that their kuay chap is really nice. tho it only
ranks 2nd on my list of kuay chap stores i've been to. nicest is still
at sunshine place.
but they screwed the chilli up. on the other hand, this kuay chap store
has really nice chilli to go with. plus the intestines and whatever u put
in are really tender and they literally spell out "yummyyy". hoho. yeah
its good shit. however, they tend to put a lot of kuay tho. so it'll make
u feel really full.
and the layer of oil on top of the soup is really gay. so try not to drink
it lest ur asking for trouble.
i'd rate it 7/10. gonna eat it this friday.

up next is the fyshball noodles store. tho i dun really eat the fyshball
noodles. what im gonna introduce is the laksa instead.
things to note when eating laksa are: the laksa ZHI
the yummy yummy cockles
"bouncy-ness" of the noodle
and of course, the other dishes.
(prawns especially)
the laksa zhi is not ur usual cheap shat dilute curry nonsense. well its
thick, like how katong laksa is made. and naturally the taste is
overwhelming. plus the aroma. woah really 1x hohsei. ok now to
the cockles. the cockles are a lil disappointing tho. cos she cooked it
before hand and just put it in. what i'd like are the raw ones. those
ARE the shit. so thats one downside to me.
hmm and of course the noodles have to be slurpingly good.
of which, they are!
they're cooked just nice. ok, i wont touch on the other dishes such as
the egg, fyshcake and fyshballs. BUT i have to highlight the prawns.
when u put them into ur mouth, they exude this freshness and really
sweet taste. goes very well with the laksa zhi. 2 words. Fucking good.
haha so i'd rate this 8/10

hmm what else. oh yea. the newly opened store. it sells roast duck,
roast chicken, char siew blah blah blah.
just ate 2 packets during lunch today. roast chicken noodles and
roast duck noodles.
rating: 9/10 (decided to do away with the description. so go figure.
i wouldnteat 2 packets if they were yucky. :})

ok im bored and im feeling too lazy to type anymore.

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hmm nothing much to blog these few days. went to lantiu exhibition. did nothing. sat there and sulked. bought my mp3 player. went to pjc talentnight. did nothing on sunday. did nothing today either. and will do nothing tomorrow also. period. bye.

teehee. exhibtion in arnd 3 day's time. supposed to last from 11th-13th, 10-9pm but im glad i told the boss that i can only make it from 10-6 on friday, and 10-3 on sat. else my wkend would have just blown over.
yeah 9-6 on friday cos i gotta go pjc to watch talentnight. i actually felt quite bad when i told him i have to go at 6pm, considering he hasnt found many helpers. but i think its just him. shrugs. who cares. gotta go support ben and his band. lol.

anyhow, this girl came into the office today. she's 4 yrs older than me, which makes her 22+ or 23 yrs old. she just came back from australia with a bachelor in info tech. that makes me wonder why she'd wanna work for Mr. Hypocrite. anyway, she walked into the showroom when Mr Hypocrite was out for a while. i think she stood outside for quite awhile, before knocking on the door. why didnt i see her, u might ask. well, elementry my dear watson wannabes. i was sleeping. period.

haha ok so i woke up, stared at her for awhile with dazed eyes, then i went to open the door for her. asked her if she'd like to have a seat. naturally i was being a gentleman all the while. and then i went about doing my usual. which includes, blasting winamp, eating potato chips and reading my book. i think she was quite stunned, but who cares. wanted to offer her skittles. but then Mr Hypocrite walked in. and started interviewing her. haha. i couldnt help but grin like an idiot lah. (yeah u guys are gonna say, "BUT U ARE ONE!". so stfu.) really reminded me of that time when i first walked into the office and was interviewed by Mr Hypocrite too. No wonder G was grinning like a jester too. oh well but its funny. i had a hard time trying to suppress this urge to go up to her and say "u're gonna work for him? GG n00b." so i occupied myself by stapling namecards to the catalogs, and eavesdropped at the same time. gahahah. as usual, mr hypocrite was asking her irrelevent questions such as "what did u study in Info Tech? got study photoshop? or how bout (some lantiu software which i forgot) , or how bout Freehand? blah blah blah" when all she's gonna do is explain to customers abt laminate flooring and give out flyers. yeah then after that he went to demonstrate to her the different tests which we gotta show to the customers. thats about it lah. quite funny to watch tho. BUT I HOPE SHE TAKES OVER ME. if so, 1x hohsei for her.
haha so after she left, Mr Hypocrite was discussing with me abt the exhibtion again, when he said "oh that girl was asking if u'd be at the exhibition too."
HMM. i wonder what that means. hawhawhaw.

anyway, lunch time for me. imma try that new noodle store which just opened. hoho. si l337.
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you had this look that of an angel
it was such a bad disguise
when you drink it makes you angry
when I drink I want you more and more and more

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
and I'm somewhere in the middle of this

-Dishwalla, Somewhere in the middle.

*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
FUCK COCOJES LAR
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
LOL
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
FUCKING HELL LAR.
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
where's it?
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
really not 3rd floor sucks
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
I DUNNO
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
ITS HIDING LAR
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
NABEI
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
HAHA OMG
SNEAKY COCOJE
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
CHEEBYE
HOW TO SLEEP PROPERLY TONITE
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
AHHA
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
MAYBE iTS WAITING FOR U TO SLEEP LAH
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
AND THEN FLY INTO UR MOUTH
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
AND PISS
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
FUCK U LAR.
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
I SLEEP IN THE FUCKING HALL TONIGHT
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
LOL CAN U IMAGINE THE WINGS
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
FLUTTERING
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
FUCK U
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
NEXT TO UR EAR DRUMS
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
and maybe the long feelers will tickle ur soles
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
omg
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
hapsenning
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
where the fuck can it hide
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
near ur drums?
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
under ur bed?
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
wtf
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
in ur cowbell?
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
under my bed nothing
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
my drums nothing also
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
wtf man
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
in scott's mouth?
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
scott would eat it
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
if he saw it
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
so let it come into ur room lah
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
wtf
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
since it ate a moth
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
then he lick ur face
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
then u housei
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
it would savvy cocojes also
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
sawwy
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
wtf lah u scared of one lantiu cocoje
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
fuck lar im not scared of the cocoje
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
im scared of the FLYING cocoje
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
nabei
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
WHATS THE DIFF
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
flying cocojes are fucking scary lar
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
NABEI
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
FLYING COCOJE FLY INTO UR FACE
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
1X HOUSEI FOR U
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
FLY INTO UR MOUTH NIA WAD
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
EAT IT LOH
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
SINCE ITS SO NICE
*red rain* [[ aLvyn ]] from this land we are made, for this land we will fight says:
WTF
I wish I could be, every little thing you wanted. says:
NICE ENUFF TO FLY INTO UR MOUTH

Dishwalla - Every Little Thing

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you’ve gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don’t make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say you’re all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you’ve gone away- you’ve gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don’t give me up
don’t give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted


Dishwalla rocks. period. i like the way they play their music.
From Subtle to climax, and then back to subtle.
lyrics are really meaningful too.

in the office now. and was really bored.
so i went to visit G's old blog archives.
and did some of the quizzes. heh.
here're the results then. (:

From "http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm"

1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think happy marriages exist
anymore nowadays.

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.

reasonably true i suppose. save for the last part. i chose cat cos i love em, and they say im self centered. what the hell.

another one
From "http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htm"

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 50% and expect 50% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.

i shall rummage thru her archives later when i get home. haha. apparently they're quite interesting i must say. till later. lest the office's phone bill explodes.

oh did i mention that my boss is kinda unhappy with me?
1) i didnt go for 4 days in 2 wks.
2) i put my feet on another chair as i read my book.
3) i sleep as and when i like.
4) i dont do anything. (not like there's anything to do in the first place)

so he called me just now. talked bout the exhibition for a while, then he came to it.
something bout him wanting to find someone permanent, someone who can be totally committed to the job and is serious about making money. cos apparently he believes that people my age have "different mindsets", and thus are not really "into" the working life. yeah and did i mention that he doesnt trust me either?
i told him i was going to tp open house. so he said "okay."
then 2 mins later, he called G, who happened to be next to me, and asked her "today got tp open house issit."
yeah whatever.
all in all, i can conclude he's a hypocrite.
he can "fire" or replace me with whomever he wants, because im quite sick of waking up at 6.30am everyday and travelling to paya lebar and back. its tiring.
on top of it, he doesnt trust me, doesnt give me anything to do, and doesnt tell me what he expects.
all i can do now is apologize for not being his model worker who sits in the office and "tries" to do something worthwhile.
i'm sorry. )):

but here's something for him.
"Re vera, cara mea, mea nil refert"
which means,
"Frankly my dear, i don't give a damn."

Yes G, i got that off ur blog. lawl.
aight then i shall go off now. been online for quite long.

For the first time,
I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time,
I see who you are.
I cant believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is,
Love is,
For the first time.

songs like this really bring out emotions in you when u listen to em late at night.
everything just seems to blend in perfectly.
the surreal night time environment almost makes u believe u can just fly to the moon.
hah. yeah u might ask "where's the usual cynical fysh?"
I'm right here.
And sometimes, i'd let emotions rule my head for once.
yes i know i can be mean.
but i still love u all.
haha.
Right.

keke. i shall blog since im regening hp/mp now.
work was as usual, boring. so i shant touch on that.
had dinner with G and X in the evening.

ahah and x was telling us abt the standup comedy he watched.
goes like this.

back then when the niggers werent freed by abraham lincoln yet, they were prevented from reading and studying. basically they were denied any form of education. if the whites found any nigger who was educated, they'd kill him on the spot.

So there was this nigger driving some truck filled with whites. yeah and x added the "drive drive drive, drive drive drive" effect as he rotated his head.

anyhow, the nigger drove and drove till he saw a "Stop" sign.
Now, he was in a dilemma.
On one hand, he couldnt stop the truck, because he wasnt supposed to know how to read.
yet on the other hand, if he doesnt stop, the truck would go over the cliff and they'd all die.

So he was like "OH GOD. OH GOD." and decided to go over the cliff.
but then the whites were like "hey nigger stop the fucking truck!"
the nigger stopped the truck.

the whites said "get ur fucking ass down here. what the fuck were u doing? DIDNT U SEE THE STOP SIGN?"
nigger said "what stop sign? what did it mean?"
the whites pointed to the sign and said " THAT SIGN! DONT U SEE IT? IT SAYS STOP"
the nigger looked, then pointed, and said "oh..u mean that OCTAGONAL sign?"

and then the whites said "nigger, who taught u "octagonal"?"

hoho le pwned.