Fysh tails. (pun pun)

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

nothing really happening's happening nowadays, save for the kitten which i brought home. name's trix. cos its uber huaji.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

If you like strat games with micro managing, then this game is the game for u. it focuses mainly on a squad by squad basis instead of ur cliche wargames in which u juz mass and chiong. the tech trees are way fantastic, and even the basic squad units can pwn. Weapons used are fucking chio, (think ultra large lasers, missile volleys and several other uber shit which i cant really describe aptly cos they're outta this world.) the melee battles are damn realistic also, which provides another level of game play. for some units are only good at melee, while others with guns. on the other hand, its quite confusing cause of all the upgrades which is A HELL LOT. and one thing i love is that there're 4 races. hur. fucking nice. Warhammer 40000 > Warcraft 3. Who the fuck wanna use swords and hammers anymore when you can blow people to smithereens. LOLOLOL
"On the frontlines, there is but one commandment...
Thou Shalt Kill."
Here're a couple of screenies for the game which i juz downloaded. its uber l337.
and another one.
*meow* and in simple english, this means "KUAH LIM PEI BUAY SONG SIM SI"
the caption reads "THE MOUSE WAS THIS BIG!"
lol aight man. its 3.38 am and i juz finished playing gb. its been damn long since i played till so late. haha. but oh well it was fun nonetheless, and i had a great time playing with alv, loi, and julian. man, those guys rock. i think gb's just like an extended chat room. in msn we juz face a white screen and yak. in gb, we yak, then drag/hold space bar, watch the projectile, then yak again. lol. ah yes, the simple pleasures of life.

sometimes we're too quick to judge people, and that's wrong.
but sometimes, juz hearing a certain name for the first time
is enough to tell u that the particular person sucks shit.
everyone is a walking advert for another person.
whether u're well known, or notorious
depends on the people arnd u.
Because people judge u on how u treat ur own friends, and urself.

Grab Shell Dude. :)

Saturday, September 25, 2004

lol. screw pjc ok.

Friday, September 24, 2004


Thursday, September 23, 2004

Fysh's quote of the day:
"Always stretch yourself till the limit. Till you fucking snap. :)"

Wednesday, September 22, 2004


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

i went to the doc's just now. and had a convo with the doc. here's how it went

Doc: You're in junior college and u still need a mc?
Me: yeah, its part of the school rules
Doc: Haha, thats funny. I thought u guys were considered as adults already.
Me: I suppose not. haha..
Doc: During my time, we didnt need mcs. now i find it funny that even university students need mcs too.
Me: haha yea no choice. otherwise everyone will just skip sch and stuff.
Doc: Well, if u find the lecturer very boring and lousy, there's always something u can do.
Me: Which is?
Doc: Pontang lor.

When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:
eat chikkins ba says:
When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:
eat chikkins ba says:
eat chikkins ba says:
is wrong with u
When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:
eat chikkins ba says:
angela's toy
When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:
When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:
eat chikkins ba says:
When I look to the skies, something tells me you're here with me. You make everything alright. says:

Monday, September 20, 2004

When I Look To The Sky

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won’t seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I’m lost something tells me you’re here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn’t say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn’t dance before
And every sunset that we’ll miss I’ll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won’t pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me there you are to show me

really nice song. thanks for sending me this song, xb. :D
Throughout this year, so many people that I know have gotten together. Heh. I'm happy for you guys. Cheryl and Xuanbin are both attached to their first sweethearts, and yes, the feeling is wonderful. Ah, the reminiscence. Perhaps their happiness > my happiness whenever i win a gb game. lol. Alv that mofo has me to thank for the wonderful girl that he's attached to now. :D

My thoughts go out to cheryl and xuanbin especially. They've been through quite a lot ever since they stepped into jc/poly. Emotions that suddenly engulf you and tell you "HAY u're a woman/man now." R/ships are kinda hard to forgo in jcs or polys. Its like part of the sch's curriculum. I can still remember cheryl and xb still fretting abt r/ship stuffs, they telling me abt their problems and things like that. dont u think its funny that when people have problems, u can give them advice, but when its ur turn, u feel like u're at a loss? i'm feeling that way now. hmm ok. nvm abt that. this was supposed to be a happy post.

anyway i hope u guys persevere in whatever u do yea? altho i dun really have time to talk to u guys but hey, u're all always on my mind man. so dont worry and we'll catch up during the hols. i look forward to meeting ur other halves. =)

Friday, September 17, 2004

During chem tutorial today, my teacher was talking about bunsen burners. so i came up with 2 extremely uber riddles. :)

1. What do u call something that is TOO HOT to wear anything?

Ans : Naked flame.

2. What do u call something that is TOO HOT and AT the same time HAS THE X-FACTOR?

Ans: Ex-flame.

I came up with this when i was bathing just now.

What happens when a fysh drinks Red Bull?

Ans: Flying fysh. :)

k dont tell me i'm bored ok. I SO DIDNT REALISE THAT.
haaha. just finished playing GB at an unholy time of 1.30am, and i still have sch tmr. anyways, it was damn fun la. its so much more fun playing with people u know rather than indon/whatever spewing assclowns who laugh at u when u miss and then they miss themselves. they shud just suck some cockles and die. it was nice playing with the NEW GB BIATCHES, namely Loi, Shahul, Shun ting and julian. hurhur. looking forward to more! =D

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

pwns j00. supposed to wake up at 11pm to play gb with jamie and loi or sumthin. but i woke up at 2 instead. haha wtf. anyway, as u can see, i'm fsking bored. So hail Allah. Good night.

Monday, September 13, 2004

hmm. first time back in school since quite long. heh. was okay lar. besides having a headache halfway due to losing a dare and ending up having to swallow 7 spoonfuls of literal CHILLI soup. which was naturally quite fucked up. oh well. wanted to post the picture online but maybe i'll do it tmr. :) mass pe tmr which is games and i'm lookin forward to it. headache. :( but gbgbgbgb before i go to sleep. *winks

Sunday, September 12, 2004

One thing i've gotta say before i'm off to bed for the night.
Don't you realise when people think about r/ship stuff, it often gets them nowhere?
It puts them at a crossroad at which both roads lead on to nothingness.
So all i've gotta say is this,
When it comes to "love",
You don't try to be rational.
You don't go around discussing and asking your friends for opinions.
You don't have to feel confused or lost.
The moment you start thinking with your brain,
is the moment you silence your heart.
So take that cloth outta ur heart's mouth,
and listen to what it has to say.
Trust me,
Its what you really wanna do.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

1 year ago, on this very day, September 11th, I was a happy person.
1 year later, though I tried asking her out and stuff, It was all fucked up.
It took me one year to realise how much time i've wasted.
So right now, one year since it all began, It shall end.
Its a clean break this time.
hurhurhurhur. birthday present, anyone? :D

Friday, September 10, 2004

lol i was watching the news with my dad just now and my sis walked past. so i tried to trip her.
so my dad said "boy, dont do that."
i said "why not?"
he said "cos when we die who's gonna take care of her?"
then i said " Allah lor."

and he said "Allah? Allah my fucking ass. U believe in Allah, u believe in suicide." and he made a *boom* noise.
lol. my sentiments exactly.

btw i wanna get/try the new fragrance from Ralph Lauren. Its called "silver" and it looks uber stylish.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

kekke 1x smirky smirk for u. =D btw the pictar was taken by the chief n00b's right hand woman, HUIWEN. no wonder it turned out so ugly. =\

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

1x l337 duckie for u all. now u guys know how i failed my art. HOHOHO DE DONDE ERES.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

hmm. i shall come up with a self composed topic to talk about today.
"Love brings short term happiness, but results in long term despair. Discuss."

Love, as defined in the dictionary, is "A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.", and short term happiness means that happy times < sad times, and that it would end in nought. Everyone has their own definition of love, be it simple, or complicated. But ultimately it still boils down to the attraction towards another person, the feeling which makes you want to hold the person forever and never let go. Its true that love brings happiness. Everyone wants to be loved. But love isnt permanent. It is, in actual fact, some fairy tale facade which makes you believe that it will last forever and ever. And when it ends, both parties just feel a sense of emptyness deep inside, its like an apple without a core, a human without a soul, and they just fall into the abyss of self denial. How ironic it is, the human affection, which at one moment can make us feel on top of the world, and at the next moment, send us plummeting down to nothingness. But then again, you might say, "well i've seen some couples who have lasted since time memorial." well, then let me ask you, how many couples do you know of which lasted that long, in this current society that is. Everyone's just going around having this really cliche mindset. "I like you, you like me. So let's be together!" that might be true. I think everyone deserves a chance, even if it might not work out in the end. There's a saying, "its better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all." But you see, its not just as simple as saying "I love you." Its a lifetime committment. Take adopting a pet for example, when you first see it, I daresay you were thinking "I'll take care of it and love it forever." A few months pass, and that same pet is abandoned on the streets. Why? Its the human paradigm shift which changed our mindsets. In our current society now, committments are secondary to instants. Precisely the point why people break up soon after a while. They are blinded, so very much, to the extent that they'd do anything for their partners. Such as, "Hey, let's have sex." "Okay sure, your house or mine?" Obviously, this is how unwanted pregnancies occur, and they have to break up due to their parents' objection. Its like a drug, in which you are willing to overlook its side effects just to enjoy a moment of pleasure, and the fact that it is addictive, makes you hunger for it more. If you'd ask me, "would you have loved, or not?" I guess i can tell you that my answer is "No." Sure it makes you feel good, but love is one of the most complex feelings ever known to Man. True, we might be animals, but we're not guided by instincts, but by our brains. Love overrides the brain, and impacts the ability to think rationally, which is why so many people break up after they realise that "their partner isnt who they thought him to be." People always tell themselves they've found the PERFECT guy, which is so untrue, because after all, we're all flawed in one way or another. And then there are other people who say this "I dont love anyone, I only love God." To that, all i can say is, Bullshit. Quit deceiving yourself and be more practical. You might say "God loves me too. Cos he told me so." Well, okay let me give you 2 choices. Would you rather, 1) Worship YOUR God for eternity, read His sayings, pray to him like as if u're talking to a wall, and never open your heart to the beauty of this world, OR 2) Find someone who attracts you and complements your true being, someone of substance, not astral, whom you can share your happiness or sadness with. Someone who greets you in the morning with a hug or a kiss, and someone who'll eventually be the father/mother of your child. (they aren't called Bundles of Joy for nothin.)
True, Love might have a definition in the dictionary. But to me, Love cannot be defined. Its just there, whether we like it or not. True, it might bring sadness and despair, but, bask in the knowledge that even if your relationship fails, it doesnt imply that it'll be raining forever.

Have faith. Because there'll always be sunshine and a magnificent rainbow after the storm. :)

lol. it's 802 words. keke
Today has been, and will be ANOTHER butt boring day. fsk. anyway, here's wishing XB good luck on his RIVER TAXI FEAT TONITE. SMS ME THE RESULTS HOKAY. KEKEKE

Sunday, September 05, 2004

your breath away. says:
aiya imma change my nick to a good nick
XBOX // i'm a paedophile says:
lol like what.
XBOX // i'm a paedophile says:
i'mma changing my nick to a good nick too
issit good enuff
a good nick too says:
a good nick too says:
my nick is a good nick too
a good nick too says:
today has been a pretty mundane day, as with all other days. bored. i wanna go out, but there's no one to go out with. everyone's either busy studying or hanging out with their partners. its butt boring and i rate my boredom level 9.5 outta 10. asdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasfsdf. no funny shit today. i'm bored. and when i'm bored i cant think of funny shit. so therefore no funny shit cos i'm bored. i'm bored thats why there aint any funny shit. KEKEKE
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...eternal
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haha wtf 1x bootlicking shit.

hmm this is part of a group work which i did last thursday. its abt an essay entitled ""Man has no right to play God by trying to either change or create life." Discuss."

In the Quran, there is a phrase, "Tengrakat Messiah Awas Dengan, holi Allah! Allah yang tigre, urang tak bulay yong tigre kah Allah, Majulah Allah". In english, it means, "Thou shalt not dethrone the King , for he is the Almighty. If his commandments are broken, then the sinner shalt burn in Hell for eternity and the hellfires shall consume his condemned soul. Hail Allah! Long live Allah!" From this quote, we can see that the people are God fearing by nature, and hold their Gods in reverance. Thus, naturally they would not go against their own God in terms of power, by changing or creating life. Therefore, my stand is, "Man has no right to play God."

Hence from the above points, I feel that God gave us free will to help us make our own decisions, and live our own lives in our own ways, instead of just being mindless humanoids walking about. Man has no right to be equal to God, as it would violate the sacred sanctity of life itself. Its the same as the Gaia theory, where all living things are interconnected and dependant on one another. Should we try to intervene with nature, it would only backfire, just as God would smite us if we do anything sinful. Therefore, I feel that God is nature personified, and we should all go along with the flow. However, we still have the right to learn and improve ourselves, as long as it does not threaten other lives and our own moral integrity.

yup that's all. i did the intro and conclusion. lol. and the teacher said it was good stuff. wtf.

The above quote from the Quran was bullshit and is not true, and i'm only using it as an example to show that people are God fearing, nothing more. I'm not trying to be racist here, nor am i here to poke fun at malays. Its just a pure, innocent Gp essay. :)

Saturday, September 04, 2004

lol in case u guys havent realised, i took away my tagboard. for some mofolic reason everyone who's using tagboard on their bloggah will have some SHITTY FUCKED UP ARMY RECRUITMENT CRAP popping up when u visit their blog. so yeah i removed the damn board. fucking irritating. gonna get doodle board or sumthin later. fuck tagboard. period.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

this is frm ben's blog

in life you juz cant tell who you'll fall fer aint it?
like e muz unlikely person sum1 can appeal to you n pwn you.
its juz funny.
so tad means despite fysh's "i dun like puny FAERIE gals"
he mite actually like em.

this is my opinion summed up in 3 words.
Fuck faerie girls. :)
ok, make it 3 words and a smiley.

anyway here's a lame joke for you.

What do FAERIES like to drink?

Scroll down to find out!

Red Bull. Because Red bull gives you WIINGS. WHEEEHEEHEEHEEHEE. PWNED.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

keekleberries says:
i can nv be normal lar
keekleberries says:
its either the confucious mode or the cranky mode
keekleberries says:
where confucious = emo mode
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
keekleberries says:
keekleberries says:
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
u emo junkie.
keekleberries says:
keekleberries says:
Boy do i just love talking to XB. KEKEKE
keekleberries says:
imma go find myself some poly girls too
keekleberries says:
keekleberries says:
keekleberries says:
keekleberries says:
XBOX. // no more diluted coke for you. says:
keekleberries says: