haha. maths sucked. and so will physics and chem. :) MASS COMMIE FOR ME. FUX j00 NOOBS.

Hmm, i was wondering what my life lacked. And i realised it was adventure. so many months of not canoeing, and i've almost forgotten the feeling of canoeing thru choppy waters with the possiblity of capsizing any second. The thrill, the excitement, was what i joined canoeing for in the 1st place. but i'm outta it due to a shoulder injury. and it sucks. i'm just sitting at home doing nothing and eating a lot. just today, i ate 1 packet of beehoon for breakfast, 1 packet of prawn noodles and 1 packet of carrotcake for lunch, and 1 whole pizza plus garlic bread plus chicken drumlets. waddafuk.
ok anyways. i was saying that i lacked adventure and thrills in my life. i wanna try paintball and white water rafting. i want excitement to flow thru me instead of countless physics and mathematical formulas. mm, i'm listening to Red Rain - Summer now. and i just love this phrase. "blue skies and long hot summer days, white sands and surfing in the bays." there's nothing like a warm summer day and me doing some water sports. hmm, or perhaps i can go to new zealand to stay and play with kiwis. i've always loved kiwis. my fav shirt when i was young used to be some new zealand shirt which my uncle bought back. it had a kiwi on it. uber cute.

hmm. i'm feeling chirpyyyyy now. had a good laugh at supper just now. that was what i needed i guess. =) dont mind my previous angst post guys. i just had to release some steam and i'm feeling better now. at least i aint sleepin at 9.30pm no more. keke. no hard feelings, but if u can read between the lines and all the swear words, u shud know what i'm trying to say yea?
oh btw. uber l337 mp3 player which xb showed me.
here's the link. KEKKEE
http://www.hbe.co.kr/english/product/xdrum_mp3/mp3_xd403.htm

Slytherin! You're classy to the core, favoring the
traditionally finest things the world has to
offer. While you may or may not be evil *wink*
you certainly have the power and attitude to
get what you want. You're clever as all heck,
and tend to be a couple steps ahead of even the
most astute Ravenclaw.


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ok now i'm gonna address the irritance that has been bugging me since yesterday. if i sound offending, so be it. its all my thoughts and i dun give a flying fuck what u've gotta say. ok yesterday was ben's bdae, and we all went out to have a good time, or at least wanted to. first part of it was ok, went to the stadium, then went on to town to meet huiwen. we were still laughing and joking. went on to play pool, but halfway thru huiwen got a call from some jackass and so she went to some remote area to talk to him. i could tell something was not right, so i went to look for her. asked ben abt it, and he said "dun care lar dun care lar". so ok nvm, i went alone. waited for her to finish talking, then asked her abt it. tried to cheer her up a lil. that's all.
went back to play pool, and i thought "okay maybe everything's alright now". and went to have lunch after playing pool. as we were walking, huiwen was more or less talking to me along the way, and ben was with xb. ok perhaps that made u jealous ben, but what the fuck if u are just gonna keep to urself, dont expect her to come tagging by ur side. everyone prefers someone whom they can talk and laugh to, i'm sure she aint an exception. and there i was just trying to keep her entertained, or would u rather she stone off into the distance? perhaps if u would have joined in, things might warm up between u and her, dont u think? i'm content just to play the fucking middle man. not like i didnt leave u guys to urself. i went into DKNY to look at women's clothing. like how fucking interesting can it get? i just didnt wanna see 2 faces. one's BEN'S "MI SI PWNED" FACE, AND two's HUIWEN'S "HI IMMA GARGOYLE" face.(in case u didnt get it. its the STONED face.) ok nvm. then when we went into the food court, ben and xb happily went to "shop". so obvious they were gonna talk stuff abt me and her. well, fuck off lar. i hate people talking behind my fucking back. but its alright. i tolerated it. i figured xb might be the only one with the clean mind and of neutral standing to talk to ben. but no, when they came back, i felt so fucking like an alien, like a fucking muslim who doesnt believe in Allah. and when xb and i walked outta wisma, he said "i think u shud have a good talk with ben". well, i'm not going to. if by now u still do not understand me, i'm not going to fucking talk to u. what brothers can we be if u have no faith in me. wtf she aint gonna be my next target. pls lar if i were to be ur competitor, i'd have pwned u hands down. trust me. and i suppose u've noticed quite a number of "perhaps" in my blog post? just maybe if u had fulfilled those "perhaps", ur bdae might have been a much more enjoyable one. and here i was trying to make it more lively, but got suspected instead. u guys seriously pissed me off to the living hells, so much so i just went home, ate cup noodles and went to sleep at 9 fucking 30 pm. well ben, i only have 3 pieces of advice for u.

1. Dont be so passive about everything. she's a girl, u're the guy. make ur move.
2. The best way to get someone u like is to just be urself. what's up with all the "stop swearing within 2 weeks" shit. u cant stop swearing, everyone knows that. if she cant accept it, so be it. and jealousy will ONLY cause ur downfall. trust me. i've been there, and i've changed.
3. Dont keep on saying "I DONT CARE I DONT CARE". BECAUSE U DO. TOO MUCH. QUIT DELUDING URSELF. DO SOMETHING TODAY.

ok thats all i've gotta say. at least i've gotten everything off my chest. take it or leave it.

Dashboard Confessions - Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

for some reason i woke up at 4.35am. so decided to use the comp. my mind is like so full of thoughts now. so full that its overflowing. how irritating. i shall go for a jog now. perhaps it will open my mind up to other stuffs. =)

hmm. 12.20 am. and i'm feeling nostalgic again. whenever i look down frm my block, i see an empty park, an isolated playground, a long canal, and a sparse highway. and i cant help but think abt everything that has happened to me thru out the 17 yrs of my life. the people i've met, the stuff i've been through, everything just surfaces at this point of time. hmm, right now, i'd like to climb up some really high place, lie down and look at the night sky and just ponder. huiwen asked me this outta nowhere "is it possible to stay devoted to a person forever?" i dont think anyone knows the answer. its just as impossible to answer as "is it possible to love a person forever?" so much paradoxes, so much ironies in life. yet day by day we ask ourselves the same question over and over again. girls like to ask emselves if relationships will work out. they contemplate day and night abt stuff which is like totally irrelevant to the entire issue. the thing is, how would u know if u dont give it a try? i'm not trying to be sexist or whatsoever. but that's whats happening to most of the guy friends arnd me now. and its irritating to keep on discovering that its the same problem thats bugging them all. kinda funny that its now the guys who get pwned by girls. i wonder why.

fried 6 pwns j00.

oreo 4 u again

alv teh si n00b

haojian after ritual

haojian before ritual

oreo4u

F	Flirtatious
I	Intelligent
S	Serious
H	Humorous

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REALLY MEH. since when was i flirtatious. =\

I SEE RED
RAINING DOWN ON ME
AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE
I SEE RED
RAINING DOWN.
ON MY KNEES
RED RESCUED ME
NOW I CAN FLYYYYYY
lIKE A BIRD IN THE SKY
THERE"S NO MOUNTAIN
THAT I CANNOT CLIMB

whoo. the red rain concert i went to yesterday was seriously uber tuber ruber good! RED RAIN ROX j00. KEKEKE.

AFTER : HAY. I LOOK SO DIFFERENT AND NISE, DONT I? KEKEKE.

BEFORE : this is a uber fugly pictar of me =(

and yes, lastly, ben the n00b. and guess what? he's the vice presisdent of the "huiwen SI N00B CLUB"! oh u already knew? guess it isnt much of a suprise then. only ben's suprised. just look at him. *GASPS* KEKEKE. 1X HOH SEI FOR U BEN. AHAHHAHA ps: CLICK ON THE PICTURE FOR A VERY HOH SEI VERSION. KEKEKKE

KEKEKE. 

KEKEKE. 1X RALPH LAUREN SHIRT FOR YUO.  

HAHAHA. THIS SI THE ULTIMATE TRIXXOR. KEKEKEKKE. 4X HOH SEI FOR ALL OF U. well, actually its just extreme boredom.
Disclaimer : this was just done for fun. no religious blasphemy, no comtemplated ridicule. in short, PLs dun pwn me. kthnxbey. KEKEKE

KEKE. lASTLY, A KEEKLISH GIRL AT DA BEACH. APPARENTLY, SHE HAS LONG EARS TO KEEP HERSELF COOl, L337 GLASSES TO POSE, AND A SUNBURNT NOSE. OH PLUS A MOUSTACHE TOO!  

HAHAHA. DISNEY4U. KEKEKE. THE MINNIE MOUSE WHICH SAYS "HAY!" KEKE. HOW CUTE. :P 

OK. THIS SI THE GYPSY OF TEH FUTURE. SOME HOW. GYPSIES NOW HAVE UBER l337 PURPLE TURBANS AND FANGS. PLUS THEY"RE ISLAMIC TOO. KEKEKEKE 

KEKE. HAS ANYONE WONDERED WHO WAS THE MASTERMIND BEHIND THE "BAND" PLAYING AT LOH TUAN? WELL, ALV IS. KEKEKEKEKE. *tOSSES 10 CENTS* 

we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
CUT CUT CUT
we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
CUT
we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
CUT OUR WRISTS
we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
SLASH OUR VEINS
we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
LET OUR BLOOD FLOW
we were both 16 and it felt so right. sleepin all day, stayin up all night. says:
AND WE ALL SHOUT HOORAY
c h e r - *unexpected, what yu did to myy heart. =) says:
HOORAY!
c h e r - *unexpected, what yu did to myy heart. =) says:
ahaha
c h e r - *unexpected, what yu did to myy heart. =) says:
oh my
c h e r - *unexpected, what yu did to myy heart. =) says:
u si n00b
c h e r - *unexpected, what yu did to myy heart. =) says:
u're actually learnin frm chief n00b

hmm..just woke up. had some really weird dream of me getting pwned. by what, i forgot. gah. less than 2wks left for the hols. time seriously flies past damn quickly when u're sitting at home doing nothing. =(

hahez 2 all. today was a si quite okay day. bummed arnd in the morning, then went to town in the afternoob. kekeke. so glad to see xb again. but i'm not gay. oh and ben joined us too. keke. 2x hoh sei. nothing much, juz walked around, and played a lil pool, then headed to loh tuan for dinner. mm, i tried the grilled whitefysh. not bad lar, but kinda bland. oh and saw kai kiat too. haha that clown still looks as goofy as ever. saw quite a couple of chinese high people also. but didnt know them well. so yeah. been noticing quite a few people falling sick lately, here's a shout out to u all to drink more water and get more rest yeah? pls dont bei1 bei1 too much. hurhur. in case u're wondering, bei1 bei1 = mug. literally, and yes its a pun too. kekeke.

today, was another utterly boring day. i've not really seriously started revision yet. gotta start it nex wk or sumthing. dun wanna get triple Fs. lol. and while i was rotting at home, miss huiwen went to the beach, then went to a bar, then went for dinner. so much so she didnt bother replying smses. :P hmm, gonna watch some movies, and they're The Punisher, and spiderman 2? tho sequels arent really as nice as the original. keke. getting quite sick of maksim's classical music. Rock music still rox yuo. :)

Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know
that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and
steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
not knowing it
serves me well
I wanna hold you high
and steal your pain


Because I'm broken
when I am lonesome
and I dont feel right
when you go away

You go away
You dont feel me...anymore

The worst is over now
and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high
and steal my pain
away
Theres so much left to learn
and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high
and steal your pain


Because I'm broken
when I am open
and I dont feel right
I am strong enough

Because I am broken
when I am lonesome
and I dont feel right
when you go away

Because I'm broken
when I am open
and I dont feel right
now I am strong enough

Because I'm broken
when I am lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you go away

Because I'm broken
when I am lonesome
and I dont feel right
when you go away

You go away
You dont feel me...anymore

This Song rox yuo. in case u're wondering, its the OST frm The Punisher. keke. imma gonna watch it. violence galoreee :D

hmm, went out to town with huiwen and her friend today. was kinda bored at first cos they had to walk arnd looking for girly stuffs like happy house pins and pens, ankle socks, and hair clips. nearly fell asleep walking. hurhur. anyways, huiwen's friend left for her class chalet at 3 plus, so hw and i went to paragon to have xiao long baos. hurhur. she's so noob can. she never ate em b4. k lar i was a n00b last tyme also. kekeke. walked arnd a lil after eating. kekeke. at least i wasnt so bored after that. hurhur. then went to mambo to meet alv and the tr0ll. went home. tired. :)

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At work or in school: I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them. I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element. I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.
With friends: I always look for perfect love. I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others. I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.
With family: I like to be happy and loving. I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts. I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance. I love intimate talks and warm feelings.

KEKEKE. woke up at 8 today cos alv the si chief noob smsed me. went to kopitiam to eat laksa. then ben came over. ranted a whole shit load. then left. then alv, troll and I went to town. i bought my first pair of levi's 512s. MUAHAHAHAHA. 1x HOH SEI. plus i saw some uber l337 nautica polo tee. WAH THAT ONE DAMN HOH SEI. 2x HOH SEI FOR ME. then once i buy the nike polo tee. WAH SEH 3X HOH SEI. KEKEKEKE. yeah then walked arnd doing nothing. then back to lot1 to have dinner and played a lil of pool. end of my day. si sian. i wanna KOMBUST myself. KEKEKE. I SI TEH CHIEF NOOB.

REALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEHREALLY MEH

hmm. lotsa stuff have been happening arnd me lately. especially Mr. A, who is frustrated over r/ship problems now. the overall situation was something like this. He got to know some girl in his sch thru her senior. and then started to sms each other and stuff like that, talk on the phone, and then go out on dates. they got quite close, and kinda had feelings for each other. but one day, the girl says " i've been thinking alot lately and i think we're just better off as friends." naturally, Mr A would be disappointed and depressed.
If u were Mr.A, how would u react?
if i were Mr.A, naturally i'd be devastated, depressed, and feeling emotionally drained. its the feeling of "after everything and all the feelings i've put in, is this what i get in return?" furthermore, i'll feel cheated and being led on. i'll wanna juz tell her to fuck off and die u stupid biatch. even when she smses, i'd feel reluctant to reply. on the contary, i'd be REALLY happy if she smsed me last time.
but, can u actually do that to the one whom u have feelings for? are u able to risk it all, destroy all the bridges which the 2 of u have built thru time, with "fuck off"? i dont think so. in addition, not only will u be missing her a lot, u'll be sorta "desperate".
but seriously, i dont think she's leading u on. also, i dun think she would want to see u like that too. i just think she's being rational. that she puts a lot of thought into considering. it just shows that she takes it seriously. i dont think she's taking u for granted. trust me. she still likes u. but i'm sure she has her own reasons. well, u've got 2 choices. one is to juz fuck it, or one is to wait. u decide. the 2nd outcome will be like mine. but hey, as long as u know that what u're waiting is worth waiting for, then why not? its the human emotion which makes us homo sapiens different frm animals. :)

KAT
*WINKS*
IMMA KITTY KAT
AND I DANCE DANCE DANCE
AND I DANCE DANCE DANCE

wtf. i screwed my own blog up. thanks to my itchy fingers and boredom. allahu akbar. KEKEKEK