ITS SO KEEKLISH. ITS KEEKLEBERRIES! KEKEKE NICE RED BERRIES FOR j00? BERRIES BERRIES MASS ORGIES

My angst tastes like...

Strawberry
Find your angst's flavor


Sugary and sweet, your angst is resulting from... nothing, really. You're actually living a very charmed life, and hopefully you're also grateful for it. If you have any angst, it is probably minor and you get over it with your optimistic and sunny personality before it can get to you. You're truly blessed, but be careful that you're not a bit too happy all the time; sadness, uncertainty, anxiety, and other negative emotions are a part of life, so be sure that you're not simply bottling them up or choosing to ignore them for now, because they most certainly will come back and get you later. On the other hand, some people just have great lives and great personalities, and if you got this result, you may very well be one of those, so give yourself a good pat on the back!

i love ginger kats
i shall call my kat "GINSENG" next time
kekeke
AH SENG COME HERE

KEKEKE

around 1 more month till the promos, and i've still got quite a lot to catch up on. not only do i have to cover this term's topics, i also have to cover the 1st and 2nd terms' work. which is quite a lot and the fact that i know nuts makes it even worse. =\ i seriously need someone to teach me 1st 6 months work.
ok nvm enough about studying. went to an old folks' home today to do cip. i was in the gardening group. the woman brought us to the carpark and told us to pluck weeds. but the ironic thing was, how do u pluck weeds outta weeds? -shrugs- went to west mall after that for lunch, and it was fsking crowded. hur. and i was damn angsty frm plucking weeds too. Lam's noodle was good tho. keke. nothing much to talk abt today. i can feeling a headache coming on soon.

"So now i come to you
with open arms
nothing to hide
believe when i say
so here i go
with open arms
hoping u'll see
what love means to me
open arms."

Journey- Open arms

sometimes, people comment. but the thing is, they cant do any shit about it. so just shut the fuck up. when u comment, but have no power to do anything, its just like sitting on a toilet bowl after shitting with no toilet paper. so please, save urself this embarrassment.
this is in reply to people who read my blog and say i'm racist. well, let me tell you. there's a thin line between extreme racism and mild racism. i make racist jokes, laugh, then forget about it. I dont go around inciting riots and causing social and political unrest, do i? do u see me going around throwing pork at malays or throwing beef at indians? I doubt so. so go away lar. if u're not happy then dun read lar. its just common sense. IN fact, i do not shun malays or indians, unless they're the type who really piss people off. i've got my malay and indian friends whom i treat with equal dignity and respect. so think twice again before u say "eeyer fysh is racist! such an ugly personality", or all i've got to say is "Stfu n00b." oh and by the way, Being racist doesnt equate to having a lousy personality. :)

hurur. quite a huaji day today which was just full of mugging maths. :\ anyways my mum bought me an mp3 playa. hurhur. its nothing much, but at least it beats bringing one huge discman to sch everyday and buying cds once in a while so that i can juarez songs. oh well, no loggahs for today. i'm tired. :) well, ok. maybe one. this is frm jamie. ;)
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[12:25:55 AM] chr0 [[ vae : hohoho racist joke for u
[12:25:56 AM] chr0 [[ vae : :D
[12:26:02 AM] friday, OG9,: GEEz haha
[12:26:06 AM] friday, OG9,: okay i got one oso
[12:26:17 AM] chr0 [[ vae : lolol.
[12:26:20 AM] chr0 [[ vae : lemme hear it
[12:26:20 AM] chr0 [[ vae : :D
[12:26:20 AM] friday, OG9,: wat does an Indian say when hes
celebrating?
[12:26:28 AM] chr0 [[ vae : i dunno, what
[12:26:29 AM] chr0 [[ vae : JAJA
[12:26:38 AM] friday, OG9,: YAMSINGH!
[12:26:42 AM] chr0 [[ vae : HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
[12:26:47 AM] friday, OG9,: hahaha
[12:27:02 AM] friday, OG9,: wat doesn an indian study?
[12:27:09 AM] chr0 [[ vae : lemme guess
[12:27:12 AM] chr0 [[ vae : singhlish
[12:27:13 AM] chr0 [[ vae : issit
[12:27:14 AM] chr0 [[ vae : HAHAHA
[12:27:38 AM] friday, OG9,: nope
[12:27:43 AM] friday, OG9,: im not sure how 2 spell it
[12:27:46 AM] friday, OG9,: but ya
[12:27:46 AM] chr0 [[ vae : ?
[12:27:53 AM] friday, OG9,: Baeelogy
[12:28:01 AM] chr0 [[ vae : orh
[12:28:04 AM] chr0 [[ vae : i get what u mean
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if u thought that was funny, congrats! u're of the same wavelength as jamie! unfortunately, she's from Mars. oops, sorry. i meant VENUS. KEKEKKE. I CAN SEE JAMIE SAYING "YES FYSH, VERY FUNNY." HAHAHA TRIX 4U

on a lighter note,
"I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved" =)




*if u still didnt get the MARS-VENUS joke? here's a hint. Its a book called "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". i decided to add this hint in cos jamie only realised the joke like 7 mins after she read this blog post. HURHUR

[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
wau
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
where did she get screwed at
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
how i know
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
she told me she went clubbing
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
k.
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
gl hf
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
fuck loh really lor
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
ya rite lar. maybe la.
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
i'm serious
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
she trix u la
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
she's feeling quite down now
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
wait
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
zhun boh.
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
HOW CAN SHE TRIX ME WHEN SHE"S CRYING ON THE FONE
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
oh
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
ok
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
fuck
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
sorry
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
USE A BARBIE DOLL AND MAKE IT CRY ISSIT

[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
OK LAR CHEEBYE
[ 1 ] alvyn . here i go scream my lungs out says:
SORRY LA KNN HOW THE FUCK I KNOW RITE
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HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. TRIX4U ALV. KEKEKEKKEKE

raise a glass for ignorance says:
im pregnant
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
is that so?
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
who's the daddy
raise a glass for ignorance says:
yeah
raise a glass for ignorance says:
no idea
raise a glass for ignorance says:
i got drunk
raise a glass for ignorance says:
and screwed
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
oh nose
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
thats nise
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
LOL
raise a glass for ignorance says:
ure not gona help me?!!?!!?
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
how to?
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
oh i know
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
just get screwed another time and the foetus will corkscrew itself out
raise a glass for ignorance says:
AHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA
Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile. says:
HAHAHA KEKE

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HURHUR LOG FILEZ PWN j00

keke. since its so funneh. here's one frm huiwen too.

[08:55:49 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: lol i thot she was malay can
[08:55:52 PM] cold.: she is
[08:55:55 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: is she?
[08:55:59 PM] cold.: yup
[08:56:03 PM] cold.: then u thought shes chinese?
[08:56:06 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: how come her surname is zhua?
[08:56:10 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: rita zhua
[08:56:16 PM] cold.: where got??!!!!!!
[08:56:19 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: GOT!
[08:56:24 PM] cold.: the name tag was BROkkZEN
[08:56:25 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: I SAW IT oN THE TAG!
[08:56:27 PM] cold.: into half
[08:56:28 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: .
[08:56:31 PM] cold.: LOL!
[08:56:35 PM] cold.: ahahahhaha
[08:56:37 PM] chr0 [[ I'll: OMG lar
[08:56:39 PM] cold.: damn funny nnnnnHAHAHAHAHA
[08:56:43 PM] cold.: MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

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anyway, i was in border's today. and i saw this uber toy whose name was "OH NOSE". quite uber, dont u guys think? OH NOES.

I was reading through my log files from january onwards. Here are some really l337 extracts. keke
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[11:38:06 PM] Word For Tod: i might get a fucking lousy PES grade
[11:38:09 PM] Word For Tod: cos my shoulders
[11:38:25 PM] Word For Tod: sian. then cannot tell my children NS
stories
[11:38:29 PM] Word For Tod: cos i got none to tell
[11:39:25 PM] chr0 [[ all : can lar
[11:39:28 PM] chr0 [[ all : u go bookshop
[11:39:30 PM] chr0 [[ all : and buy
[11:39:36 PM] chr0 [[ all : "101 popular army sotries"
[11:39:41 PM] Word For Tod: =/
[11:39:41 PM] chr0 [[ all : HAAHHA
[11:39:43 PM] Word For Tod: waffak.
[11:39:43 PM] chr0 [[ all : PWNED
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chr0 [[ vae : [12:31:57 AM] friday, OG9,: haha yah dat time in the canteen, me eugenia LOi n Tiffany were sitting at the same table
[12:32:09 AM] friday, OG9,: den u knoe the hockey team
has a gurl calld pravin..a singh
[12:32:18 AM] friday, OG9,: den Eugenia askd where the
Singh is
[12:32:18 AM] chr0 [[ vae : pravin..ok
[12:32:30 AM] friday, OG9,: n tiffany was lyk There lor!
n she pointed 2 the sink
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[06:05:35 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: it is unpossible
[06:05:41 PM] keekleberry.: simi unpossiblr
[06:05:45 PM] keekleberry.: impossilble lar
[06:05:50 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: UNPOSSIBLE
[06:05:50 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: lol
[06:05:53 PM] keekleberry.: wtf man
[06:05:58 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: cheebye
[06:06:02 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: just now we play blackjack
[06:06:10 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: they use this deck
[06:06:13 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: from EMIRATES AIR LINES
[06:06:16 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: got quranic verse on it
[06:06:19 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: I KEEP LOSING
[06:06:23 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: then they change deck to a red one
[06:06:25 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: I KEEP WINNING
[06:06:27 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: FUCK ISLAMS
[06:06:36 PM] keekleberry.: whahahahha
[06:06:39 PM] aLvYn [[ rem: turban lor
[06:06:42 PM] keekleberry.: pwnage
[06:06:52 PM] keekleberry.: fuck malays lar
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raise a glass for ignorance says:
do u know who shahul is!
raise a glass for ignorance says:
FISH
Hope is the waking dream. says:
lol
raise a glass for ignorance says:
u masturbating ah
Hope is the waking dream. says:
is that an exclaimation or a question
Hope is the waking dream. says:
WTF?
raise a glass for ignorance says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Hope is the waking dream. says:
NO? I WAS TRYING OUT DOOM 3 ON MY COMP
raise a glass for ignorance says:
its ok fish has no dicks.
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XBOX. // i'm going nucking futs! says:
wtf metro?
XBOX. // i'm going nucking futs! says:
i'm ISETAN
XBOX. // i'm going nucking futs! says:
hahaha wtf lame shat
Si teh chief sian. says:
WTF
Si teh chief sian. says:
and i'm tangs lar
Si teh chief sian. says:
THANKS LO
Si teh chief sian. says:
TANGS LO
Si teh chief sian. says:
THANGS YUO LO

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[02:08:39 AM] XBOX. // Dee: I SI TEH CUNTWARRIOR
[02:08:42 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: i cannot take it.
[02:08:42 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: fuck.
[02:08:44 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: mai laiz.
[02:08:50 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: bleahz.
[02:08:53 AM] Hope is the : HAHHAHA
[02:08:53 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: im goin off liaoz.
[02:08:53 AM] XBOX. // Dee: PHEAR MY eXtremely Big MEMBER
[02:08:57 AM] b3Nj4miN -=g: you 2 si damn grosee.
[02:09:03 AM] XBOX. // Dee: HUMP HUMP SQUIRT SQUIRT

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ok la thats all for now. i gotta save some for next time too. hurhur

I AM BORED.
HERE'S AN EXAMPLE TO SHOW HOW BORED I WAS.

Si teh chief sian. says:
KEKEKE
Si teh chief sian. says:
I SI TEH CHIEF JERK
Si teh chief sian. says:
I JERK JERK JERK ALL DAY LONG
Si teh chief sian. says:
AND I LOVE TO EAT BEEF JERKY
XBOX. // i'm going nucking futs! says:
HAHA SIMILANTIU
Si teh chief sian. says:
WOO WHEE

OK NOW U ALL KNOW I'M BORED.
SO LET THE BORING BEGIN. WHEEEEE

its past midnight and i'm feeling hungry. even though i ate like half a chicken and 2 chicken wings for lunch, and a couple of duck wings for dinner. nonetheless, i would love to end off with this phrase.

"Red Bull gives you wiings." :) lol.

keke. i'm like mentioned on so many bloggahs. so here's my reply.
swong: eh seriously i thought the song was nise can. i like the tune, until the DOWNTOWN words came out and spoilt the whole thing. :(
jamie: (N fish claims that the more u curse the more your body produces guy hormones which will just make my alredi very visible moustcheish thing even more obvious. which is really ugly.Im surprised that i hafnt sprouted a goatee with all the cursing i do. N I hope Fish is not pulling my leg because than i would kick you upside down n inside out u hear?) HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA. go figure. :P try www.bullshitpwnsj00.com KEKKEE

and i do not look bloody retarded can. i just look retarded cos there're 2 chipmunks standing beside me. :P swong shall be chip, and jamie can be dale. how cute. keke.

btw any gunbound people out there shud know that u dont use a lightning's weapon 1 when ur enemy's below ur teammate. that was why swong kept tk-ing daryl. HAHAHA. SO FUNNY. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. stupid swong. :P

hurhur. that was one silly attempt at trying to post something with words of font 400. apparently there was a limit to it. and therefore it became that mangled mass of pangsai. lol. had a REALLY GREAT day today. and i mean REALLY. hur. had maths test in the morning, kinda alright i guess. then headed to town at arnd afternoon. Ate at lido, then went to play lan at some lan shop for 5 hrs. pwned. now i'm feeling quite dizzy. ah well. had dinner with the 2 lil girls, then went home. heh. laughed quite a lot today. and i'm happy! thanks for making my saturday fun guys. :) oh anyway, swong was telling me that quite a lotta people read my dory-ish blog, so here's a big HI to all of u guys! :) tag my board okays? so that i'll know who u guys are. i'll really appreciate it. :D

CHEESEBUN LUNCHBOX KEEKLE COCKLES KEEKLE CLAMS KEEKLE MUSSELS. CHAO TURBAN. asdf. ALLAHU AKBAR> ALLAH PWNS J00. BUTTSECKS FOR ALL> FARK ALLAH AND FARK MATHS. KEKEKEKKEKEKEKEKEKKEKEKEKEKKE

sian. had tuition just now frm 8-10. was okay lar.
anyways, that's besides the point.
i was thinking just now.
and i realised that i'm the kind of person who reveals more of his true self in a friendship more than a relationship.
with my close friends, i'm more "myself", i crack lame jokes, i laugh out loud.
with the person i love, i'm the direct opposite.
people say "you should be true to the person you love"
i doubt so.
being true means replacing "hello" as "fuck u"
and whatever other vulgarities there are.
i guess there'll always be a lil psuedo-ness in r/ships.
as i was telling ben,
i've achieved the highest state of nirvana.
and that i've learnt to be completely sedate and emotionless towards most stuff.
well, thats bullshit.
i still care about the people around me.
only, sometimes i couldn't care less.
BUT, i still do. :)
and, as ben was saying,
its damn hard for girls to get me,
i dont know why he said that tho.
but i believe everyone's the same.
as long as u put in effort, its possible.
and if you get me, u get my loyalty too.
just like the esso driver loyalty reward points. keke.
hmm, actually i just think i have low Eq.
thats why i kinda suck at r/ships.
and thats why i'm more comfortable being good friends and stuff.
I appreciate my lifestyle now.
No committments and stuff except to studies.
but come to think of it, deep down,
everyone wants someone to share their feelings with
everyone wants someone to love and care for.
and in return, someone to love them too.
hmm.
i guess i gotta go off now.
to explore that uncharted territory in my heart.

bah..i feel bad to those people who thought i was online and msged me while i was happily sleeping. really sorry man. nowadays i can only come online, or rather, materialise after 10.30 pm. hurhur. that's when my parents sleep. i'm sorry if i kinda zhaoed halfway in the middle of e conversation ok? :) oh, and dren, i miss you too..and would really like to catch up with u. so, drop me a call or msg ok? hurhur. thats about it. i still cant figure out if u're in england or spore. :\

You are Blue Monkey, who is always smiling and are extremely cheerful.
That is your selling point.
If you can keep your cheerfulness, you would be able to lead a good life.
You have a big heart and are person of broad mind.
You are also very curious, and therefore can not leave still something that you don't know.
You tend to barge into almost everything.
You are a great researcher, and want to master one thing thoroughly.
You are hard worker, and have a persistence to finish what you have started no matter what.
Nevertheless, the wish to quickly make ideals come true makes you impatient, and may lead to unpredictable failures.
You tend to have sharp temper and are little bit too self confident.
And if this character comes out, it could lead to resentment.
But don't try to fear failures.
If you follow the road, you won't have to experience failures, and you will definitely be able to gain success.
You are good at making judgment on situations.
Your strength when it comes to a showdown is fantastic.
Dedication and efforts towards work is extremely strong.
You bring up results constantly.
Although you care about the others, you have a narrow range of acquaintance, and therefore may be suited as a specialist or a researcher.

she wanted to watch the NDP parade live. i wish i've gotten 2 tix so that i could ask her along.

This is an excerpt frm one of my msn logs. :)

Hope is the waking dream. says:
for me, i'm gonna wish em the best
Hope is the waking dream. says:
and i think ben's sharing the same feeling
Hope is the waking dream. says:
if ben can go up to her and say
Hope is the waking dream. says:
"hey if alv can make u happy, so be it. I wish u guys the best."
Hope is the waking dream. says:
what will huiwen think?
Hope is the waking dream. says:
being magnanimous earns u respect
Hope is the waking dream. says:
i'm sure she will respect him for that
Hope is the waking dream. says:
even all the bystanders
Hope is the waking dream. says:
will respect ben
Hope is the waking dream. says:
when ben swears and rants at them
Hope is the waking dream. says:
he gets nothing at all
Hope is the waking dream. says:
people think he's just plain jealous
Hope is the waking dream. says:
but when he wishes them the best
Hope is the waking dream. says:
they cant really say anything, and would also respect him.
Hope is the waking dream. says:
therefore he in fact, has won something from nothing
Hope is the waking dream. says:
and also learnt how to let go at times.
Hope is the waking dream. says:
i think thats the most impt lesson people have to learn.

So there you have it. The thought of the day. Sometimes being magnanimous will let u see the light after the storm. Don't think of it as a painful experience, think of it as enlightenment. :)

Sometimes in life, we care too much. And it spoils the broth. I guess this is what's happening now. You know, I can just imagine ben's pain and anguish, huiwen's frustration, and since alv's her bf, I think he must be feeling pretty screwed up too. Question is, how did this whole thing end up like that? Very often, the unpredictable happens. And it not only affects the three of them, but also the people around them. I happen to be connected to all three of em. And right now, i guess I can't help but feel sorry. Yet, there's this feeling which I cannot describe. When Alv told me he was together with huiwen, I felt something. Something which I could not figure out even after thinking for the correct word for several hours. The fact that I'm sort of like a brother to both Alv and Ben doesnt make things easier. Personally, I dont think its anyone's fault. And I wont side with anyone. I just think this whole event was really sudden, so I only hope it'll settle down after a while. Ben's reaction was really expected, to me at least. If his blog is his outlet, let it be. If you'd ask me, one year down the road when Ben reads that blog entry again, he'll not be swearing, but smiling to himself. This is what I do now when I look back on my previous blog entries. This is part of life. So therefore what I am trying to say is, Ben's just feeling really cheated. But I'm not saying anyone cheated him. Just the feeling. So that's why he's ranting and swearing in his blog. Well, I'd have him do that than cut himself or, would you rather he call u up and swear in ur ear at 3am in the morning? So please, cut this dude some slack. He deserves some after all he's been through. After all, we all grow from our own experiences. As for Alv and huiwen, I'd have to say that its kinda awkward for me to talk to u guys now. Alv might have noticed that I was quieter when we walked to sunshine place recently. Huiwen, hang in there if you believe alv's the one for you. You're a great girl, and I like ur personality, but sometimes you go into things too rashly and end up hurting people, so the bottomline is just care about the things which you deem important for now, and set ur priorities right. I think ur life will be better if you have something to live for. :)
Ben, i hope u'll pull urself together like a real man and be magnanimous. People will respect you. And Alv & huiwen, I wish u guys all the best, and I hope after this whole thing has settled, we can all hang out together like buddies again. Peace out. :)

[01:04:43 AM] raise a glas: i ought to scold u
[01:04:46 AM] raise a glas: ur not updating ur blog

hurhur. ok fine. so here i go. not been blogging for quite some time, cos i decided to put more time into my studies. :) and i did. so yup. had n'dae celebrations yesterday. i'd say i was quite bored till swong came by and sat down. at least ben and i had someone to make fun of then. hurhur. went to play pool with the guys after that. swong and daryl came along too. and yea la, some unbelieveable stuff, since Allah came down to Earth, happened at Pool factor. i shant comment. ;) read ben's blog or swong's blog for more info. i'm too embarrassed. hurhur. anyway, i'm hungry. gonna grab a bite. :)

while walking in lot 1, there's this poster frm breadtalk saying "You have your flaws, i have mine."

Come to think of it,
I'm Flawed.
You're Flawed.
Everyone's Flawed.
Who isn't?

But then again,
Everyone's Flawed in their own unique way.
The World itself is Flawed.
And that is why,
For Flawed people like us,
The World's a perfect place for us to live in. :)