Its been a long time since i felt nervous.
Slept at 2am this morning.
Woke up at 5am.
Tried going back to sleep.
But instead kept waking up at 10 min intervals.
You know the feeling when,
trepidation totally takes control of your mind.
It gnaws a hole deep into your very soul.
JAE results were supposed to be out at 8am today.
By 7am,
I was already feeling nauseous and breathless due to extreme nervousness.
I don't know why.
But fuck it.
Because the results are as follows.


NRIC : S8634334G
Name : TEH JIN YU

1. The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
Course Name : COMMUNICATIONS & MEDIA MGT
Course Code : T40
2. If you are posted to a JC/CI, please report to the JC/CI on 23 Mar 2005 at 7.30am. If you are posted to a Polytechnic/ITE, an enrolment package with the relevant enrolment details will be sent to you.
3. If you are unsuccessful in your application or wish to apply for a transfer to a particular course, you should approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.
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yes i know i live in cck and this is an absurd choice as the journey from my house to tp would take 1 and a half hrs.
as much as i know, i made this choice myself, and im happy with it. i do not need anyone to feel bad whatsoever because no one forced me to choose TP at gunpoint. that wasnt psycho-ing, u were just promoting Tp, thats all.
came online, saw the results, felt really jubilant and called you to tell you bout the results. i was actually gonna begin my day with a really good start. but looks like its gone with the wind. why should you feel bad, when i'm not even regretting my choice at all? its...just so contradictory. nvm. i shall just go back to sleep.


Already have a cca in mind when i'm going to Tp.
Canoe Polo.
Rox you.