I swear


that there is nothing BETTER than sitting at home on a cold rainy day, with the fan at level 2, and eating nice hot Bak Kut Teh noodles coupled with chicken poppers.

fucking good shit.

HAHAHA KEKE.

1. What is the best nickname you ever had?
WHAT PEOPLE CALL ME NAO LOH.

2. Which way of suicide would you choose?
/WRISTS (nah just kidding KEKE)

3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10.
0. AHHAHA

4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
;;;;;;)

5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
;;;;;;)

6. Will you die for the one you love?
SO DRAMA SIAL.

7. Do you think love hurts?
WHY SO DRAMA SIAL.

8. What is the best thing about love?
THE DRAMA LOH.

9. What is the worst thing about love?
THE DRAMA ALSO LOH.

10. Will you wait for someone you love?
BUY MOVIE TICKETS ALREADY OF COURSE WILL WAIT LAH.

11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
Him - I love you.

12. Do you wanna get married?
THEN WHAT.

13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours?
YES.

14. Do you keep memories?
LOTS.

15. Is love always on your side or the opposite?
SIMI LAN.

16. Are you sick of love?
ITS SO SWEET ITS MAKING ME SEEK.

17. Are you sick of the the question of love?
ARE YOU SICK OF ME GIVING SHITTY ANSWERS?

18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
CHAMPION CHROMI.

19. What do you want so badly now?
CHAMPION CHROMI PLZ.

20. What's the song that you last downloaded?
(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3 KAN PUA DRAMA SONG

21. How much do you love music?
ONLY THE NAIS ONEZ

22. Do you play an instrument?
NO HAHAHAHA

23. What movie did you last watch?
LAKEHOUSE I THINK

24. Do you believe in love forever?
NO. I BELIEVE IN THE PRESENT NIA.

25. What's in your mind now?
CHAMPION CHROMI PLZ.

26. What song is in your mind now?
(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3(Clint Mansell) Requiem for a Dream - Orchestral Version.mp3

1] Is there someone you like at the moment?
HURHUR.

2] Have u ever been given roses?
Yeah. so gay.

3] What is your all time favorite romance movie?
no favourites.

4] How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
HURHUR.

5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Anyone who plays wow = my soulmate

6] Do you think that you should become friends with someone before you go out with them?
depends on how she looks like. SHALLOWNESS FTW. and besides, its only going out nia. KEKE

7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
HURHUR.

8] What do you think about long distance relationships?
QUITE HUAJI.

9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
never been through such a thing. wouldnt want to either. whats the point of a r/ship if all you see are words.

10] Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
5 yrs older, no thanks. 5 years younger = my sis. no thanks too.

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Read my emo posts below. LOL

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
Once a trixster, always a trixster.

14] Do you usually fall for the wrong boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
HURHUR.

15] What is/are your favorite colors?
White, Black, Blue

16]. What are your views on gay marriage?
Very GAY.

17] Do you like Valentine's Day?
OF COURSE. CAN TRIX.

18] Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them?
DO I HAVE A CHOICE? AHHAHAHAH. ( just kidding lah. :p )

19] Imagine you're 79 and your spouse just died, would you remarry?
Gonna die alr remarry for fuck.

20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
dunno KEKE

21] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
Primary 5. the opposite sex started noticing me first i swear. they found my A*s really sexy.

22] What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?
Shania Twain - You're still the one.

23] Are you gonna marry your first love?
HURHUR. of course not lah fuck.

24] Do you still talk to your ex?
Occasionally.

25] Do your friends like your ex?
how am i to know.

26] Where did/do you want your honeymoon to be at?
Sentosa. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHA

27] What Color scheme did/do you see for your wedding?
WHITE WHITE WHITE BLACK BLACK BLACK.

28] Do you have someone in mind to marry?
HURHUR.

29] Who is the closest person to you currently in your life?
DUNNO KEKE


1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
SEKRET ;)

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
I WANNA WOW.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Listening to musik, waiting for lunch

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
HURHUR/

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
I wasted the entire morning

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
no.

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
no.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
WoW and HURHUR.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
No.

11. Honestly, do you pick your nose?
?

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
No.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yes :(

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
No, but i have a shallow bright secret. and that is i'm actually a WoW geek. OH NOES.

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
People whom i dont like aren't my friends.

17. Honestly, are you loyal?
Yes.

18. Honestly, are you in denial?
no.

19. Honestly, who would you wanna see right now?
HURHUR.

20.Honestly, do you like anyone?
HURHUR.

21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
no one likes WoW geeks :(

22. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
its going really bad :((


ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you're mad?
But i'm not mad.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
But i'm not mad.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
But i'm not mad.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
But i'm not mad.


CRYING SECTION

1. When was the last time you really cried?
when i was like 10 years old.

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
No.

4. Do certain songs make you cry?
No.

5. What usually makes you cry?
When my daddy beat me for telling a lie.


HAPPY SECTION

1. Are you normally a happy person?
YEPPZOR FKONHASFUI

2. What can make you happy?
MANY MANY THEENGS.

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
NO. COS THEY TELL ME NOT TO WOW. :@

4. Do you believe in yourself?
I only believe in myself.

5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
no of course not. HAHAHHA

OH YEAH BEFORE I FORGET, ANGELO TOOK MY PROJECT FOR GRADING INSTEAD OF THE SHIT COMPILED TOGETHER BY MY OTHER 3 GROUP MATEZ. PROPS TO EWIE FOR HELPING ME WITH IT AT THE LAST MINUTE.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNOW WHAT SHIT THEY CHURNED UP, HERE'S THE MSWORD DOCUMENT FOR MORE OF YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE.

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Assessment Document One: Word Document Format
(fill in the online copy with your own information in your own words)

Group’s topic: …Drinks……………………….
Partners’ names: …Edmund…………. & ……Afham…………………… & …Andy &……another grp member I don’t know…………………(WHICH IS ME BY THE FUCKING WAY)
Group colour: bleu / rouge / blanc / noir / vert / jaune (delete as appropriate)

Section One: Answer all questions pertaining to your project topic.

1. This topic is uniquely French because… its all about French drinks

2. This aspect of French culture is different to Singapore/ Asian culture because… Singapore produced drinks are different of that in france

3. An interesting point about this topic is… getting to know more about French drinks

4. It is useful for us to know about this aspect of French culture because… it may help us differentiate them from others

Section Two: Answer any two of the following questions pertaining to your project topic

5. The effects/impacts of this aspect of French culture on everyday life today include…

6. This event/person/place/monument/system/product/etc. is important because….

7. This cultural practice has been adapted/adopted and made part of other cultures, for example… (Mardi Gras in Louisiana)

8. This tradition has evolved over the years and now it… is contiuning

9. The French are proud of this achievement/piece of history because…

10. A bizarre fact/ amusing story about this topic is… knowing that in france they have so many different type of drinks.

IM EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OH SO EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

TUESDAY NIGHTS ARE JUST EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo

COS NO WOW MAKES ME EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo

here're some emo posts(drafts) which i found, dating back more than 1-2 years AGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo. HAHAHA

and NOOOOOOOOOOO, they DO NOT reflect whatever i feel now. They're there JUST for your (my LOYAL blog readers) viewing pleasure.

It gives you an insight into the days when i did not believe in using paragraphs.

Other than that, I'm a perfectly happy dude right now who's attached to the GREATESTTTTTTTTT girl ewer and having fun leading an alternate life (killing the Alliance) in the WORLD OF WARCRAFT!

only thing that makes me sad is 4 bucks. :`( yes i know, but i HAVE TO KEEP HARPING ON IT. KEKKEKEKLADM:asdf


WITHOUT FURTHER ADUE, I PRESENT TO U ALL,

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21/3/2005:

hmm ok so i wanna touch on something which i observed today. i wont mention names, but the people shud know who they are.

i dont know bout him, but in my own perspective i can tell he's jealous. as i was asking ben what that feeling was, he said "i guess its abit of "im not appreciated in the way i want to be,i dun tink she knows how i feel " tad kinda shat?" so yeah. which is quite true also lah. i had to get it straight from the horse's mouth. ok, i empathize with him lah. i know how unreturned feelings are like. experienced it before. i know how jealously bites u deep down inside. experienced it before too.
well, if thats the last advice i'll ever give to him, i'd tell him "know when to let go." yes, i know its not hard, and it takes time. but seriously i see no point in clinging onto something which has happened and will never come back. she'd get married and have kids in the future. is he gonna wait till then? yes i know at this point of time, she's the one in his heart. but u need 2 hands to clap. personally in my own point of view, once a couple breaks up, there's no more point in trying to "patch up". many people shud be able to relate to that. sure he might tell everyone arnd him "im waiting for so-and-so, cos she's the only one i truly love." haha. isnt that being a tad superfical? he's only like 19 and he's found the one he "truly loves". i dont mean to be blunt, but when it comes to matters of the heart, there is no definite answer. not at all. if i had a girlfriend, i wouldnt tell her "i'll love you forever and ever till the sun explodes and the earth disintegrates. and we shall hold hands and die in each others' arms.", instead i'd just tell her the 3 simple words. "I love you." and she gets the full meaning. So you see? moral of the story is "Life doesnt have to be so complicated." Jealousy and spite are just but natural feelings. u cant help it. but u can do something about it. think out of the box. and most of all, "live and let live". always be magnanimous with ur feelings. its what i learnt from the ben, huiwen saga. most people will tell themselves, "i'll never be able to get over (so and so)". my reply would be "Fuck you. you can. because i did it. and i was just about as sentimental as any love-sick fool.

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15/4/2005

Sometimes i wish im not that sensitive.
Sometimes i wish i didnt get jealous that easily.
Sometimes i wish i didnt have these feelings of fucked-up-ness.
Sometimes i wish i could be cheery all the time.
Sometimes i wish i could just smile as she goes arnd giving other guys friendly hugs without feeling the slightest tinge of jealously.
Sometimes i wish i'd be able to not care for her so much.
Sometimes i wish i'd be able to say "No" so certain things.

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17/5/2005

did some self reflection yesterday after putting down the phone.

and i realised
that i do indeed need someone to love.
well from somewhere i've read, i can say for a fact that inside everyone is a bunch of feelings which is reserved for that special someone.
i know it does sound kinda absurd, but its true.
it makes you want to feel for that someone.
makes you like that someone.
makes you love that someone.

so my point is, that bunch of feelings has been dormant for quite some time now.
only to be recently awakened. but only the slightest tinge.
and im quite skeptical about it. because although its a self admitted fact that i do like people quite easily, i dont go "oh yay i like her. its a jolly good thing.", instead i think bout it alot. thinking bout whether i should go for it, thinking bout whether i should just let it go, thinkthinkthink. but most of the time, its always the latter.

which explains why i'm single most of the time, but i'm alright with it. tho at points of my life, i'd wish for that special someone to be there with me.

i hide my emotions really well on the outside, but inside i feel like as if im gonna burst. so even if i like someone to any extent, she wouldnt know unless i told her. which is quite a bane too. oh well.

i know how she's feeling now. stressed up. confused. angry at herself.
i suppose u cant suppress these feelings.
but i'm always here to provide a listening ear, or my 2 cents worth of advice if you need it.

i dont mean to sound un-fyshlike, but i really gotta blog this down.
it doesnt mean anything much, but i just want it to go down in the archives so yeah.

True, i do like her a lil.
so much for trying to hide these feelings of mine.
i also know that its the wrong time for her to know.
but when i blog in this mood of mine, everything just comes out.

i've just condemned myself to her not speaking to me ever again once she reads this.
but i guess its a sooner or later thing too i suppose.
If u're gonna ignore me for the rest of ur life, then i guess here are my last words to you.
"I'm sorry for ever liking you, if only a little bit. i know i've failed in my "good friend" status, but sometimes i just gotta answer to my own conscience. i've thought very throughly if i should say this, and i guess i did in the end. so go ahead and block me on msn if you deem fit. but hey, i'd still be there for you if u need me. haha who am i kidding. well it was nice knowing you. smiles."

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haha thats all the drafts i have.

read sueanne's blog and OH MYEZ I GOT TAGGEDZOR.

6 random facts about FYSH

1. FYSH PLAYZ WOW.
2. FYSH PLAYZ WOW EVERY DAY.
3. FYSH PAYZ 50 BUCKS FOR WOW EVERY 2 MONTHS.
4. WHICH IS WHY FYSH ONLY HAS 4 LANCHEOW BUCKS NOW.
5. FYSH HAS NO MONEY FOR LUNCH TODAY.

6. Fysh loves his baby girl.

AHHAahAHhAH KE KE KE kE k ElOlOlOlololol

k lemme esprain
before level 60, i looked like this.



after i hit 60, i look like this. (presently)



and once i hit champion, i'll have uber gear which'll look like this.




huzzah.
eating wholemeal bread with kaya spoils my day.
i hate the taste of oats and flour in my mouth.
fucking sucks shit.


anyhow, here's a class pic of my bmr class



to those who were in my group for bmr/socio, thanks guys. its been great fun working with ya`ll.

-rofl @ the 4th month in the year-

kekeke yeah and i think my hair looks like fug too.

CHINESE HIGH HAIRSTYLE FTWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

but that'll have to wait since i only have 4 fucking bucks to my name right now.

This Tuesday: Centurion Chromi

Next Tuesday: CHAMPION CHROMI

HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))00

There's nothing more depressing in this world than coming back home after spending 13+ hours in Kembangan, only to start chionging Socialogy journals which are due on Monday, and having to wake up the next day at 9am in order to reach Bugis Library by 11am.

lol2me.

Fuck lah.

I really need to wake up my idea and find the motivation to complete the work that i'm supposed to do.

This happened on the exact date one year ago.

"oh i forgot to mention
philip that knn asked me to buy Battlefield 2 today.
he said "eh we split 70 30 lah ok?"
so i thought "ok" since i thought i was the one paying 30%
then when we got there, turns out i was the one paying 70%
FUCK U U SWINDLER."

wah 1 yr since i bought BF2, not bad sial.

nonetheless, BF2 still sucks.