man tuesday night maintenance again. im really glad its the mid sem break now, beats waking up early to haul ass to sch :(

contrary to my first 2 years in CMM, frankly i'd have to say that this final year isnt gonna be really exciting and all. groupmates are fine but its just my class and the people around me i guess. one thing's for sure, most of them arent people i'd hang out with.

ah well, looking on the bright side, its only half a sem more before i can bid farewell to TP. time really flies, and before i know it, i'll be heading into Tekong - which i'm kinda looking forward to actually. lol sad right, im actually looking forward to the army.

with my shitty GPA i doubt i can go to any local Uni after i graduate, and with that i really wonder if i even took the right course. i used to think that mass comm was a course whereby if you had l337 english skeelz, u'll own.

but fucking hell, thats so untrue. do i want to be a journalist/reporter? no thanks, mediacorp gave me enough nightmares. do i want to be a DJ? no thanks, i'll just fumble to no end on air. do i want to do anything related to the media like designing logos and writing news stories? no thanks. those who were in the same class as me for GDF (graphic design fundamentals) would know about my keng handicapped welfare association logo and slogan.

but for those who dont, here it is -

HANDICAPPED WELFARE ASSOCIATION - WE MAY NOT HAVE LEGS, BUT WE HAVE WHEELS.

dunno la, but i think its about time i followed something i REALLY and TRULY enjoy, instead of always living up to others' expectations. GO CHINESE HIGH! i went. GO JC! i went. GO MASS COMM COS UR ENGLISH GOOD! i went.

fuck all that bullshit la.