ben's feeling fucked up now. and that's the feeling which i know. i've been there, done that and in fact been through more than him in this aspect. but as much as i know he wanna give up and throw everything away, he cant help it but just hold on. and then sometimes, i think to myself.

You don't love a person because he makes you laugh.
You don't love a person because he's handsome.
You don't love a person because he's Mr. Popular.
You don't love a person because he messsages you "I love you" everynight.
Rather,
You love him because
You know that he loves you
As much as you love him.
And that's all that matters.