reading alv's blogpost about his stuff with other people just made me think of this:

who can i really count on in my times of need?

im pretty sure you guys think bout this sometime or another too.

i believe i have quite a few people to depend on, but for this blogpost, i'll dedicate it to alv and ben. you guys have made such an impact in my life, i swear i'll never forget u guys even on my deathbed. unless i go senile.

alv: read your shit on all that bro bro bro stuff and yes i dont call anyone that. never saw the need to. but trust me, u're as close as a brother i can ever get. the countless supper nights, countless gunbound days, etc etc, was all fucking hohsei. not to mention the countless trixxy terms we came up with between ourselves, and are used by SO MANY PEOPLE NOW HAHAHAHA. thanks for putting up with me during the time when i was chionging to warlord, i dont know how u must've felt when i kept saying NO to everything, and i dont want to experience that shit either. i have plenty more things to say, but i just cant put words to them. i would give u a hug, but im not gay. so kudos to you and yamseng to our hohsei-ness plz. if ever the day comes when we're moving houses, be it marriage or what not, let me know where u're moving to and i'll see what i can do, vice versa. i want supper-nights all the way till we fucking die and rot.


ben: hahaha cheebye fuck. for you, i dont have to say anything much, and i dont think u'll have to say anything either. we might have known each other since J1 days, but our time spent together = priceless man. boy do i miss those zhao school go polyclinic days, which are usually followed by chionging to my house for some hohsei gaming. PJ would never have been the same without you man. all those nights when u stayed over to wow, or came to my house at 6am to wow? think nothing of it.


as i walk the path of life, these are the people i want by my side.

these are the people whom i want to share my life with, be it gay-ish or not.

and of course, these are the people, whom without a doubt, i'd say

"BROS 4 LYFE NIGGAS"


and so i end of the post with this,
when u're in deep shit, think of 2-3 people u'd go to and who'll help you.

if i happen to be 1 of the 2-3, then im glad. :) and you can be sure i'll be there for you. (that is unless u're guaitai or fugly or whatever HAHAHHAHA)

(even if ur name isnt alv or ben, it doesnt mean i left you out though. trust me i didnt.)