haha i dun give a damn anymore. screw it. today's training was butt lousy. really not fucking low tide. low until u can even walk out to the middle of the sea and capsize the other canoeists. and i was so bloody lucky, my legs now have uncountable punctured wounds. fuck. i'm literally lame now. and juz now we still got scolded for leaving the fucking boat BACK AT THE TRAINING AREA. had to go get the damned boat back and by the time we were done, its bloody 7.30. screw it lar. shall go sleep lar. tmd.